Just to be alive is a grand thing or like Sienna would say "So I sing just to know I am alive" :)

Dear Diary,  

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH I can't believe I got to see Sienna Spiro! It still feels like a dream, a high I never want to come down from🥹... 

I woke up the next day like this gif! To be able to witness a new and upcoming artist rise to such greatness. When I tell you guys that it was packed in the ballroom, like it was body to body on that floor! Before I mention how great the concert was let me start off with some of the things that the venue could've done better. First thing was the line to get into the ballroom, guys the line was insane it wrapped around 34th street! They could've managed it better in a way where it was divided by your ticket section. Second thing was going through security why they made me throw away my pack of gum? Like what the fuck was my gum gonna do to the people here? Third and last thing was the floor situation. Yes floor tickets are fun and good but they don't tell you how horrible the people in front of you can make the experience. Maybe it's me but if you are freaking 6"foot and up you should go to the back. There should be no reason why I am seeing your head instead of the artist I paid to see. I am 5'5 and in heels a good two inch taller but I still am in a way a bit short so it was hard for me to even see the opener and Sienna. And people who were short/er were trying to cut towards the front to get to see and the men in my section right away were arguing with them. I was appalled, I get everyone paid the same if not even more for the same ticket section but also be considerate of the person behind you too. Anyways one more I thought the third was the last but I forgot one thing. I understand we were all teenagers once and we too were annoying but guys there was this group of teenage girls next to me who wouldn't for the life of them shut up!! it was so bad that even the person next to me had to say "shhh" so loud so they can quiet down. When the opener Summer Joy was talking and performing they kept yapping next to me and kept saying "ughh when is Sienna gonna come out" "my phone is dying, I am bored omg". And I felt bad because guys Summer Joy is a really phenomenal singer, and it was my first time ever hearing about her and hearing her sing. And I couldn't even enjoy it because the girls next to me wouldn't stay quiet🫠. 

Anyways my divas lets dive into the good part... The concert ahhhh listening to Sienna perform her song live was unbelievable. She sounds even better in person, her vocals, her range, and her stage presence truly draws you and captures you into this in awe bubble. I was singing every song word for word no breath break!! This year was definitely for the female artists!! Even after I left her concert I took the train back home listening to her album once again. And guys she sang my favorite song aka Pure and when I tell you that I started crying and singing my lungs out you would've thought that I needed to be sent to the mental institution. 

I know this post is posted a week later but guys the day after the concert I woke up with a cold. On top of having my cold I also had my period and this unbearable pain on my bottom right wisdom tooth that made it hard for me to even do anything. I also don't have insurance coverage at the moment (America and there stupid orange ass oompa lommpa changing policies) so I can't really get myself checked out if not I'm going to have a huge ass bill just for something so simple.So my chérs here is the footage from the concert and pictures! I also took my film camera and took pictures but haven't developed it yet! I hope you guys enjoy the read and footage, and just incase my divas I will be going out clubbing on Halloween for my friends birthday and I won't be able to post for that day. So Happy Halloween Weekend, I hope you guys have a fun and safe time, and please comment down below what you guys will be dressing as this year! This year my friend decided not to do a costume theme but instead an animal print dress theme and I have this beautiful Peppermayo leopard sequin dress that I am going to wear and I can't wait to share pictures with you guys in my next post. Once again Happy Halloween queens love you guys <3

Concert Footage: 

And her performance:

Xoxo, Sam 💋

And just like that it's October and I am sorry!

Dear Diary, 

 OMG my chéries do y'all hate me right now!? I know I know I've been gone for weeks but all for a good cause. 

Where do I even start?.... The first week of October started off good, to celebrate the start of my favorite month and to officially end the summer on a good note I went to a rooftop Perreo event with my close friend. And literally the next day after that I had to be the father that stepped up and go into labor with my cousin who was finally having my nephew (godson). So I am a God Mother now and it has been the most rewarding feeling ever. That is the closet to ever being a mommy my family will get from me LMAO, its FTK forever and rich auntie for life gracias! 

I spent 4 days in the hospital with my cousin helping her out and taking care of my godson in the meantime for her to get rest throughout the day. When I finally came back home I was sleep deprived, mentally exhausted, and hungry. The food they serve in the Hospital should be illegal, it was so bad that it gave me severe acid reflux and stomachaches. I had to drink an Omeprazole and drink lots of water to keep it at bay but even still it had my stomach in shambles even after leaving the Hospital. And because of all of this plus other personal things happening in between I had to take a small break from blogging. The water sign in me gets overwhelmed when theres so many things happening, especially big emotional events and it tends to be hard for me to focus on one thing at a time. 

But now I am officially back and I can't to start blogging my days again and keeping you guys entertained for the week. This post might be a bit short for tonight since I am going to lay in bed and watch my show that I just started watching today. I am watching Adults and gosh its such a good show I hope they make more seasons of it! I am also going to try and sleep a bit early because tomorrow I am going to a concert that I am so excited for and I can't believe I am going to. I secured tickets to Sienna Spiro tour back in July or August and I been counting down the days ever since. I also got floor tickets LIKE WHATTTT!!!??? I am obviously going by myself, I wanted to experience my favorite artist alone. But guys I can't believe I am going to see her tomorrow if Gods willing so, and of course I will make a post about it in my next post this week so stay tuned for that! 

Before I end the post I wanted to know if you guys would be down to start a book club on fable together? I used to have a book club in January with my cousin and close friend but they never finished reading the book of the month and we never texted back in that chat either. After that I just sticked to my own reading goals which I am proud that I did! I was also in Victoria Villaroel bookclub on fable but she hasn't updated it in months so once again another failed book club. Now I wanted to know if you guys would be down to join a book club if I started one on the app Fable for us and we can pick the books we would like to read for each month. If you guys love the idea comment down below or send a message on the diva chat! And I will create one and post the link on my next post for you guys to join! 

Have a Good Night my divas, hope you guys have an amazing week full of magic

                                                                 Xoxo, Sam💋