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Dear my fellow diva readers, 

Since this is a safe space and judgement free zone, I am going to confess something very funny ........ 

Would you girls believe me if I said I haven't had sex or kissed anyone in 4 YEARS!!! *cue the audible gasps*. 

I know I know how am I even holding up right now !? Well divas I am here to say I am not holding up too well, even though I don't really care much about the sex part. I live in New York, the male population over here especially around where I live are not as CLEAN as they seem or tell you. And it's not because I don't want to ( I really do) but the men of our generation have made it hard to want to. And also the last time I had sex and kissed somebody I was left quite unsatisfied, mostly the sex part left me disappointed but the kissing was a solid 4.5/5 stars. After that I haven't had sex or kiss anyone worth breaking my 4 year spell. 

If I am not mistaken and can remember correctly, I saw this post where it was like if you have 3+ years without having sex you are considered a Nun. So divas I fear I might be considered a Nun right now. And if that's the case well then consider me the nun from the horror movie "NUN", I am out here haunting these men dreams *MUHAHHAHHA*. But in the 4 years that I have celibate, I would say that it has made me realize what I do and do not like in a romantic partner sexually. 

Also now my Tik Tok fyp have been showing me fanfic edits of texts with the actor Jon Bernthal and when I tell you guys i've been eating those fanfics up!!! kicking my feet and swinging and giggling like a maniac. And I do read very spicy books on my kindle to satisfy the itch/craving of wanting to be sexually intimate with someone. The men in my spicy book definitely beats the men in real life. I was gonna say something else but I fear that would have been very TMI for you divas to read. 

I am praying that maybe just maybe when I go on my vacation next week I meet someone in the resort. Who is actually clean, and very well oriented with themselves and doesn't mind having a quick 4 day end of summer fling😂. And who is a really good kisser THANK YOU!! 

       

Hope you divas are having a good start of your week, and continue to have a good one too. See you on my next post, have a beautiful night <3

                                              

                                            Xoxo, Sam💋