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Dear Blog, 

I want to buy everything so I buy NOTHING....... 

I have this itch to just say FUCK IT and get everything I want in all my carts. But the responsible adult in me doesn't let me pull the trigger and just get all the things I want. And because of that I just end up buying nothing and beating myself up for it!!! For example, I am going on vacation to Cancun Mexico next month with my cousin and her husband and you already know how this goes. Vacation = buying new clothes for the days you're staying there, restocking on all skincare products for the trip, getting last min makeup products to look beautiful for your digital pictures and film camera. Buying cute accessories to go with your outfit so that it looks like you didn't put a single thought into styling it but knowing it took you 4-7 hours going through outfit inspo on pinterest just to come up with the outfit look!!!! 

Do you guys see my dilemma? Its hard being a woman out here. *insert shaking my head emoji* . But on top of me also wanting to get all these things for my vacation I also want to buy regular things that i've had in my cart for ages (aka a couple of weeks, aka since June) as a way of spoiling myself. Like I am in my 20's with no KIDS, no HUSBAND/ WIFE, no HOUSEHOLD responsibilities (I still live with my parents, so I don't pay for anything just yet) and because I don't have those type of worries in my life, I just want to spend my money on the things that bring me JOY ;/..... 

Just thinking about all of this gives me a headache ughhh , what should a girl do y'all? I am in SHAMBLES just debating to pull the trigger on buying everything and dealing with the guilt/ consequences of my own actions later on! I would say give me suggestions but I don't have any readers yet.... till then I will report back on what I decided to do. 

                                                                                 Xoxo, Sam💋